And Avril just fell far from the top at the moment. I've come across pictures of her smoking. That just saddened me. I hate smoking. I hate it when people smoke. It seems like everyone's doing it lately. And every single time I find out someone new is doing it, my heart falls knowing that they have just fallen in my respect standings.
I just recently found out someone very close to me does it. It hurt. I remember crying and crying. I remember the terror I felt. The disgust I felt the days immediately afterwards when I'd smell it. And I remember making that compromise, because they weren't going to stop.
Then my breakdowns after that, hating every single time they did it when I was around. And then the reassurance I received.
I hate it. I hate smoking.
But hopefully they will stop and I will be a peace with that one little thing, out of many, that could kill them.
Why cant the entire world just ban cigarettes? It kills the consumer and it kills those around the consumer. It's killing the Earth. Tobacco is the worst murderer that has ever been. We get rid of all the other murderers out there, or at least the ones we know about. We've known about Tobacco for a very long time and we still have yet to do anything about it.
Why kill yourself? And why for heaven's sake fill MY lungs with that malignant cloud of poison?
*sigh* I hate smoking.
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