Wishing

I wish I were a pretty asian boy.
I'd be bi, of course. But a lot of the time, I hate being a girl. I feel like I should have been a boy. A pretty one who looked almost like a girl, but not quite. A very feminine boy.
Hell, I'd go for just an caucasian boy, as long as I were pretty...

I feel so confused right now... I love my boy... I wish I had a girl... But for some reason, guys together gets me off like no other, and I wish I could do it too...

The thought has crossed my mind tonight to go through the whole sex changing ordeal... but I want to have a baby...

Me and never being satisfied with what I have... I am so pathetic....