Pretty Plastic

Just barely getting by. Floating through where ever I am. Little smiles in return of hellos. Smiles backed by nothing of happy sorts.
We arent in good spirits today.

Adding "Linger" by The Cranberries to my list of songs I cant listen to without having a full breakdown. Hell, anything by them will do that.

There's no understanding in how I can be so utterly depressed and be the happiest I've been at the same time. There's no understanding anything, now.
No justice. No fairness. I want to see her. I need to see her. And it's just not happening, and there's no real knowing when I will see her.

Eh, no worries about me. I'll be fine. I promise, cross my heart twice.