How come when you do something morally wrong you think its right and nothing can be wrong by it...but when one of your close friends or somebody else does it you think of it being totally wrong and everything.
I have turned into something I never wanted to be...I hated the damned word as soon as i heard and knew what it meant.... A FUCKING HIPOCRIT.
How come when you think your friends are just so fucking peachy and perfect, thats when you find out the true stuff. You look at them and you think you know them but you dont know what they do without you. Once you find out this information, you could be crushed. This is the way it was with me. How come i was so oblivious to this important thing that is happening im my two really close friends lives. Why do they think that they have to do this to themselves. I have done it and I honestly like it but i have quit. I never realized until now how people really felt about it....now i kow and now im crushed...crushed into little pieces that could be threaded through an eye of a needle. Crushed into so many peices that they will never be put back together. Its so hard to believe that they are doing this. Their lives seems so perfect. HOW CAN THEY BE SUCH GREAT ACTRESSES?
love you both so much and you will never truly know how it feels until one of your best friends in the entire universe, does it and won't stop and you feel like there is nothing you can do.
Am I wrong for knowing this kind of information and not sending them to get help? I dont do it because i would never want somebody to do that for me. I also dont want to see them leave, they have so much to offer and they are loved by so many. Even if it helps them, i will just have to keep trying and see what i can do though it seems as if im getting no where?
Why does this have to happen to them? THIS IS FUCKED UP!!!
~Ashley~
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