I dont need a fucking title.

Let's say, for instance, there's a kid. She's a good kid, but she's absolutely miserable. Why? Because for some reason, she isn't allowed to see someone. This someone happens to be the greatest someone that there could ever be.
Well, this kid found a way to see this someone. But she never thought about what it would be like when that seeing was over. She just focused on the fact that finally she was going to see that someone. Well, the day passed, and that precious time had to end. Her heart broke a million times over as she watched her someone hurting because she had to leave.
Back at home, this kid wonders how she'll go back to being miserable. How she could possibly bear it.
This kid couldn't understand how you can be so miserable for so long- then get a few short hours of absolute bliss with the only thing that could conjure up those emotions- only to have it taken away and forced to go back to the shittiness of before.
So it goes without saying that this kid isn't happy. She's in a very terrible mood and can feel herself not being able to pull off her pretend happiness tomorrow at school. It goes without saying that this kid is scared to death of what comes next- how much bigger will the hole get. How much pain can she take this time. Scared to death of another long absence. Not knowing when she'll see that someone's glorious beyond words self. It goes without saying that her heart is breaking, over and over again. And that she blames it all on those who wont let her be happy. Turning, so slowly, her love for them into a dislike that could never be brought back full circle.
And it goes without saying that yesterday was the best in her life. Well, except for that weekend back in July.

Leave a message. Be nice about it. I'm tired of having to miss her.

erro.