ok bad news

OK...This is how it all started.

Yesterday, one of ex-girlfriends (Becky) friend (Stephanie) andI were talking through myspace, and she was like ya becky was grabbing my ass and saying we wanted to have sex with me, and a whole lot of other bunk. I was all depressed and everything for no reason because i found out that she was not grabbing her ass, she was grabbing her waist "because she thought she had gotten skinner" and whatever. I dont even care about that anymore. But then later on today, during lunch she gave me a note.
This is what the note says word for word.
"I think we are the same as we were friends, ok. I cant do it anymore! Sorry. you promised we could still be friends so you have to keep that up1 this is happening because i feel bad because the way i act around you and i need to be myself and i cant because im a mean person and you look at me and make me feel really mean! and because im tired of being someone im not? ohhi told stephanie she can have you, but not all of you! please write back?
Problems wrong with this letter
1. she broke up with me in a note
2. i dont even like stephanie all that much

I dont understand why she changed around me when we started going out in the first place. Shes really not a mean person. And i dont think that she changed all that much. I hate it that she broke up with me. Im totally crushed. I was MAD IN LOVE WITH HER.

So i just wanted to write that down because hopefully it would help me, but it hasnt worked so far.
~Ashley