Look at what I've done...

You'd think that maybe I'd start getting used to this by now... what's it been... almost three weeks? But no. NO. I have to sit here and feel worse with every passing second. It's getting harder to just BREATHE and get up and walk to wherever I need to go.
I feel utterly pathetic and I hate myself for how I'm reacting. I'm angry that I let myself get THIS far into everything that THIS is what's happening.

I'm a stupid, stupid, STUPID girl.

I don't know what I'm going to do...
Erro