Moving and Old New Beginnings

Got word today that the closing on the house will be this week, when it closes, we'll be moving. But first, the painting which consists of painting my room and bathroom and then painting the mural that I plan for it. It should be fun.

As for Old New Beginnings, tonight is also an anniversary of sorts. A year ago tonight, eight-ish, very soon, is when I started falling, none of the 'I think I could', no. I started falling for her after knowing her for just a little over twenty four hours. Look where it's gotten me... A life that I love, a reason to live that life to the fullest, plans and dreams for my future, a determination to get the things I want, and the knowledge of what those things are. I was told to be more careful with it, don't fall so fast, don't get caught up in her so quickly; maybe they were right, but what I have now, because of the absence of the normal hesitance that I possess, is wonderful. I began living my life a year ago, she gave me the courage to do it. Even though I didn't even know who she was. Call it dumb, call it luck, call it love, or whatever you call it. (Yes, those are lyrics. But I thought they fitted right there)

So cheers to: love, luck, stupidity, insanity, taking chances, trust, and remembering.

Full Circle

Here we are again. A day, a weekend, three hundred and sixty five days after my life began.
Something crazy happened today, altering perceptions, giving new meaning to perfection. It's been one hell of a ride.
Today, a year ago, I met her. Walked with her in the stifling heat to Starbucks. Laughed myself to near unconsciousness and thought I'd die at just the sight of her.
A year ago today... I never would have seen this coming, this journey I've started. Never would have began to dream that I could feel this much, couldn't fathom the idea that someone so far away could make me this happy (without even being here).
I'll save you my monthly recap of that weekend, I'm attempting to write that novel I promised her. I'll link the blog where I'm working to this one.
But today, tonight, tomorrow: I pause to take these moments in, where I'm swept away in memories so dear to me. Stories I've told over and over in hopes to somehow immortalize. I'll never know if the world will know of it, and all that matters is that I know it, I remember.

Biiiiiiisaaaaay

Sorry for the recent lack of posting but I've been busy/not in the mood... the last three days have been hectic for me. But the good kind. I'm actually doing stuff.

Friday I went shopping, Friday night Keri came over, Saturday I went to a party and crashed at Shalee's and I got home at eleven this morning, was home for an hour, went and mowed the yard at the other house, had a picnic and just got home.

I love having things to do.


And this is a shitty entry. But oh well. There's nothing you can do about it.


Happy July!