Some Considerations.

I am trying to keep control of myself because:

a. Distance is not something I am particularly fond of
b. The fear I have of being hurt, again, is nearly overwhelming

I've found myself, today, debating upon whether or not to just get out while things are light. But they aren't as light as they may seem. There is history, though it may not be the same history as what we're making now, so that needs to be taken into account. Also, I'd never do that. No matter how scared I was. I'd never run away just because I was scared because I care too much, I'm in too far, I've been around too long.

Please, do not tire of me. I don't know if I could stand it.